Saturday, March 30, 2019
The Divine Feminine 2
right yourself upon the earth..traveler
with the spirit of the divine feminine
a gift for my first born
Labels:
divine feminine,
traveler,
walking stick
Friday, March 29, 2019
The Divine Feminine
i am woven into the land
soul to wind
heart to river
bone to stone
beginnings of a new
walking stick...
Labels:
divine feminine,
walking stick,
woodcarving
Thursday, March 28, 2019
Witnessing
i sit with these gentle wood spirits today
as they whisper their secrets
seeking direction
who are you?
how can my hands bear witness
to your mentoring?
Labels:
burls,
woodcarving,
woodspirits
Wednesday, March 27, 2019
Birdsong
i get to begin my day
every day
wrapped in birdsong
i remember
when women
were birds
Labels:
Blessed,
greet the morning,
when women were birds
Wednesday, March 20, 2019
The Gospel According To Jody #1
some days
all you can do
is have the grace
to lay yourself out under
a vast and forgiving sky
and let its steady winds
blow over you
Labels:
dandelion,
forgiveness,
grace
Tuesday, March 19, 2019
Shadow
Shadow
Udegan of the Winter Pipe
She Guards Sad Songs and Darkness
"Sometimes the earth herself cradles grief enough within her lap that sad songs spill unchecked and pour like drenching rain into the soil. There was a forest hag whose work it was to collect and care for those sad songs..so that all the sorrows laid across the world might endure and become refuge inside which the lonely..lost..and maddened could safely hide. In her tradition..sad songs were a balm that filled the soul..and no one should die empty. Sad songs were a sanctuary for grieving hearts..and no one should have to root among thin desolate scraps to find some comfort. Sad songs were soft fibers of kindness whispered into silence..and no one should find themselves wrapped too long inside isolation. So the forest hag scooped sad songs onto her gathering stick..stowed them away beneath her many layered shawls and kept them secure. The protection that she offered was profound for she was swathed abundantly in woolen plaid..hunched and tucked and folded inside thick coats..and bundled over everything..she wore the cloak of winter. But sad songs were not her only harvest..for she also picked up the hidden songs of nature as she walked the forest trails and the secret songs of quiet creatures moving on the land. She padded through the forest gloom..gathering stick in hand..collecting up the songs sung by dark keening winds and dark murmuring ice and dark dreaming trees and dark sleeping earth. All those she ladled with her stick into the safety of her cloth. She understood the solitary mind of wolf..or bear..elk..or eagle..and she was intimate with all lone spirits on the empty trails. A dense..concealing blackness hung around her..offering a safe haven to the subtle and transient energies that she found. This forest hag was heavy with the secrets of the winter land. And that was not all. She always had a wooden pipe clamped tight between her teeth. She worked at her pipe to create tangled plumes of smoke that blew across the land..serving to veil her tracks and those of all the creatures that she guarded. She used no words ever..but communicated messages and wisdoms only through the smoke that drifted from her gnarly pipe. All her knowledge of the winter..all the intimacies she had gathered on her stick..all the mysteries of the dreaming forest rose up inside that wondrous smoke. Her smoke bore witness to the sorrows of the quiet land and to the vulnerability of nature. The tendrils curled and twisted to form images in which some clues or warnings might be glimpsed..or the sad songs of the grieving earth..so those who saw them spread out from the forest might know that it was time..indeed almost too late..to act and save the world."
Labels:
carolyn hillyer,
sad songs,
weavers oracle
Monday, February 25, 2019
Happy Camper
today is the first day
in forever that
it's not raining and cold
i've been planning this carving
for a while
will leave the face primitive
do some wood burning
on the "hair"
will most likely give her
a body at some point
sunshine....
carving...
happy camper
Labels:
cedar,
chainsaw carving,
goddess
Saturday, February 16, 2019
Friday, February 15, 2019
Thursday, February 14, 2019
Moon: Grandmother of the Human Heart
"Love is indecipherable. Perhaps it is easier for us to write about power..because its force field is tangible and its outcomes may be hooked onto the ends of our pens. Maybe it is more straightforward to find good words to invoke integrity or truth..because they shine through those things that oppose them or deny them. Magic can be caught in the clever twist of a sentence..and the many fluid expressions of sadness might be laid with little difficulty into a phrase. But how is it possible for us to adequately describe the simplicity and complexity of love? Our emotions are drawn by the tides..responsive waves of feeling that are small and immense..brilliant and tender..potent and wild. We are oceans created in many harmonizing and churning layers by our emotional deep waters. Here is the salty pitch of our longing and here the soft tone of our compassion. Here is the pale whisper of our bewilderment and the dark timbre of our anxiety. Here are the cold high notes of our clarity. Each one of us is a watery choir of feelings. But underneath all this noise there is something else going on. This full-bodied swell is underpinned by a single rhythm that steadily resounds along the perimeter of our awareness..a constant beat that may rise into a resonant crescendo or pulse gently behind melodic confusion. But it is insistent..strong and always present somewhere in the mix. That sound is love..indecipherable love. Love which rouses..impels and gives purpose to the drumming of our human hearts.
Labels:
carolyn hillyer,
heart,
love,
moon
Wednesday, February 13, 2019
Tuesday, February 12, 2019
Raven
Raven binds the story to the scar
Labels:
carolyn hillyer,
raven,
scars,
weavers oracle
Monday, February 11, 2019
Friday, February 8, 2019
Thursday, February 7, 2019
Where Does This Come From
feeling blue
....happens
selfie
don't think i've ever created the
idea i began with
this was going to be a chair
with a head
then i saw the hand and
....this
Labels:
art journal,
collage,
depression
Wednesday, February 6, 2019
Tuesday, February 5, 2019
Sunday, February 3, 2019
Saturday, February 2, 2019
Friday, February 1, 2019
Thursday, January 31, 2019
Wednesday, January 30, 2019
The Rider
more digital art
furnace gave up the ghost
this morning
might have to resort to
digital art for the
next ten years
sigh
Update: $250 relay switch
yeaaaaaa!
(just have to live on beans
for a couple of weeks)
Update: $250 relay switch
yeaaaaaa!
(just have to live on beans
for a couple of weeks)
Labels:
crone,
digital art,
horse,
outsider art
Tuesday, January 29, 2019
Monday, January 28, 2019
Sunday, January 27, 2019
Saturday, January 26, 2019
Friday, January 25, 2019
Thursday, January 24, 2019
Wednesday, January 23, 2019
Tuesday, January 22, 2019
Monday, January 21, 2019
Sunday, January 20, 2019
Saturday, January 19, 2019
Friday, January 18, 2019
Thursday, January 17, 2019
Wednesday, January 16, 2019
Tuesday, January 15, 2019
Monday, January 14, 2019
Moonshiner
finally got my wood carving shop
set up and the weather is so cold
i can work in it.....
back to my inside studio
teaching myself animation
sketching
journaling
warm
Labels:
moonshiner,
my heritage,
sketchbook
Thursday, January 3, 2019
Murphy's Law
note to self:
wear your damn gloves when
adjusting the chain on your
chainsaw
cashed two checks this morning
at my banks drive thru and asked
for all 20's. i always count my
money before leaving but didn't
today because of my sore finger.
got home and was short $100
murphy's law
Labels:
chainsaw,
murphys law,
oops
Sunday, December 16, 2018
Friday, December 14, 2018
Withering
there is a weak root that barely
anchors me to this world... it's
withering
realizing that i need it
asking help of the plant spirits
on a rainy morning walk
Labels:
lichen,
plant spirits,
roots
Thursday, December 13, 2018
Wednesday, December 12, 2018
Sunday, December 9, 2018
Old Bone Mother
image: Carolyn Hillyer
"Old Bone Mother is an archetype, a
potential; we find her in the old folktales. In the person of Baba Yaga,
with her forest hut which runs on chicken legs, and is surrounded by a
wooden fence topped with skulls. In the Siberian story of the dead hero
who is taken to an old woman in a cave; she sleeps on his bones, and so
brings him back to life. In the Mexican story of La Huesera, who takes
bones back to her cave and sings them back to life.
Bones are the essence of us, and they always speak the truth. The childish bones buried beneath The Juniper Tree; The Singing Bone
with its story of murder and treachery. You can’t fool the bones, and
you can’t fool Old Bone Mother. She’ll lead you to the cave; she’ll
sleep on your bones; she’ll show you the way to tend your wounds, how to
grope your way gently back to wholeness. Old Bone Mother knows all the
tricks of the healing dark. But Old Bone Mother knows we sometimes need a
little tougher love. She knows when it’s time to let you go, when it’s
time to kick you back out again. Back into the world, back on the path,
on out into the promise of returning light.
We need to focus on coming back to our bodies, beginning to repossess
our instincts, beginning to reclaim our deep connection to the land and
its non-human inhabitants. This is how we heal." ~ Sharon Blackie
untethering.....
Labels:
healing,
old bone mother,
untethering
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