one of the harder things for me to deal with
as someone who is bipolar
is the sleep cycles
or i should say the non sleep cycles
after three or four days straight of
one to two hours of sleep a night
i start losing my motor control
my ears ring
my vision is impaired
and when the cycle passes
that first sleep is usually so deep
i awake in a fugue state
and have a day feeling like i'm
underwater
sleeping is a chore for me
and it makes me dread even
trying
if you could smell this picture
it would smell of
hopelessness
