God-Haunted Righteousness

"we are not necessarily doubting that God will do the
best for us; we are wondering how painful the best will
turn out to be." ~ c.s. lewis


there is anger

so much anger

not directed at him

but...

god 


 

The Journey

first stage:

denial

hope is the denial of reality

second stage:

anger

the intoxication of anger

shows us to others

but hides us from ourselves

third stage:

bargaining

one must always hope when 

one is desperate

and doubt when one hopes

fourth stage:

depression

depression is something that

makes you lose your sight

fifth stage:

acceptance

life is hard

then you die

then they throw dirt in your face

then the worms eat you

be grateful it happens in that order