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i work with energy

this is a photo someone took of my hand while

i was working

i also have

 

the sight

 

it has passed through

the female members of my family

my grandmother

my mother

i was "told" before the birth of

my fourth granddaughter that she

would follow my path

(something i wouldn't wish

on anyone)

she is five and talks about her

"other mother...other brother...other sister"

not the ones she lives with now

i've read that these memories fade as

children age

 

my mother never mentioned me recalling

the past but told many stories of how at

the age of four i ran away from home daily

and was always being watched for and 

brought home by neighbors

makes me wonder if i was trying

to "get home"

 my whole life....even now

i've felt the pull of

 

somewhere else

 

somewhere 

 

not here

 

searching for

 

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